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Temporal Cracks & Fractures

by Professional Person

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1.
Your Ghost 03:00
I saw your ghost the other day Inside my head where I locked it away It did not have a lot to say Neither did I, I liked it better that way I don’t think that I can wait Another month or another day So I guess I’ll have to meet the day halfway I felt your touch under my skin If I was wrong, well then that’s my sin I thought I could forget about you Even though I never wanted to I don’t think that I can wait Another month or another day So I guess I’ll have to meet the day halfway Well you told me that you loved me I believed you, now that’s funny But if everything we said was true The lazy eyes and the smoke-filled room What it comes to is I’m just a fool Who’s burning his time on dreams of you In a world that’s so ugly If you live too long you’re ugly, too If you live too long you’re ugly, too If you live too long you’re ugly, too And you’ll meet the day halfway You will meet the day halfway You will meet the day halfway You will meet the day halfway
2.
I used to know where I was headed Or at least I thought I did Chasing love and other glory Like some pharaoh kid But things have changed and times are different And those pleasures have fled Feeling lost and feeling empty And trapped inside my head... There are ghosts of friends and lovers They carry on and on and on In this house of special purpose Where their memory has gone She told me once I shouldn’t worry At least that’s what she said As dreams became tarnished and faded And that road reached its end But listen close and hear the whispers As they still carry me We are holding out for nothing In the sweet cacophony... There are ghosts of friends and lovers They carry on and on and on In this house of special purpose Where their memory has gone
3.
You used to laugh...when I’d tell a joke Seems so long...seems so long baby You used to laugh..our eyes filled with smoke Seems so long, seems so long baby Now things just aren’t amusing Ever since you started using Pull us out of this trap...if we’re stuck there’s no turning back You used to laugh...sitting by the fire What happened? You used to laugh...when I said you were all I desired What happened, what happened baby? Up all night...my head is ringing I know I’ll….never shake this feeling With nowhere to go... I’m just a number...stuck in your rodeo You used to laugh when I tried to make you dinner I’m so low, I’m solo baby You used to laugh when I thought I was the winner I was so wrong, so wrong baby Now things have gotten so serious Like John Candy, I'm delirious Don’t shatter my dreams...Stay up North...don’t go to New Orleans
4.
You wore your Evertt E beard for years And you just couldn’t let it go Fingers pulling scruff but never release their grease Another day of the boredom Two strokes of peace If I could seal temporal cracks, I would fractured skulls and broken time withstood Cleaning up your wipeouts from the curb Knowing that nothing’s assured You headed out to California With a shitter in your van. Drove until you saw the water Your carefulest plans Absent for three years It’s a silence we’d try to understand If I could seal temporal cracks, I would fractured skulls and broken time withstood Cleaning up your wipeouts from the curb Knowing that nothing’s assured Strange to lose someone you could never depend on I’m still waiting for you to show up If I could seal temporal cracks, I would fractured skulls and broken time withstood Cleaning up your wipeouts from the curb Knowing that nothing’s assured
5.
You can’t fit into your old clothes And you can’t go back to Cedar Creek Road But you can walk out in the sunshine And you can lay down in the fields of time The days pass by at the usual rate Some things you love and some things you hate The water’s cool and it freely flows We follow that river as far as it goes I’m a man who leaves no traces I’m a man with a thousand faces One for every open road You can’t run from what tomorrow knows And you can’t repay yourself the things you’re owed After the hungry and thirsty years The wages earned in silence and fear They’ll never call you by your true name Some things are different, some things are the same But you don’t fit into your old clothes And you can’t go back to Cedar Creek Road I’m a man who leaves no traces I’m a man with a thousand faces One for every open road
6.
Secret Heart 03:19
I have got a secret heart That you could not get to I knew it from the start What this would come down to But I never meant to let you down And I never meant to make you cry It always seems to be The kindest cut that lies I feel I'm down, I'm on my knees I’m begging, baby, please I don't want to know I don't want to know I feel like I can't believe In anything I used To feel was true, to feel was me I don't want to know I have got a secret heart And I did not trust you I should have known by now The things that it can do But I can’t believe myself sometimes And I can’t believe the things I do I always seem to wear The unkindest disguise I feel I'm down, I'm on my knees Begging, baby, please I don't want to know I don't want to know I feel like I can't believe In anything I used To feel was true, to feel was me I don't want to know
7.
Sun casting all the wrong illuminations feeding the fire of primal elations it burns till it reaches passing months the light will fade into the shade I’ll find a lover then and I might have an oversexed winter The birds sing my songs of isolation voices draft through the air’s frustration carrying the lick of fresh grass’ touch The leaves will turn I’ll not longer yearn I’ll find a lover then and I might have an oversexed winter I reach for some new pages looking for the word of God but the only book I find is by the fucking Marquis De Sade Sun casting all the wrong illuminations feeding the fire of primal elations it burns till it reaches passing months the light will fade into the shade I’ll find a lover then and I might have an oversexed winter
8.
Crushin' 04:23
The words he wrote to try and win her back The envelope he placed them in but never stamped We gave our love, we gave it everything We set aside the last of these foolish things I’ve been crushing for so long And my mind’s made up now I don’t want to hurt no one The amethyst on a chain around her neck The demons from her past it kept in check We gave our love, we gave it everything We lost our faith in this great awakening I’ve been crushing for so long And my mind’s made up now I don’t want to be alone This lonely road that led me to your door The redness in the west that brought me back for more We gave our love, we gave it everything We made ourselves believe in what tomorrow brings I’ve been crushing for so long And my mind’s made up now I’m just trying to get back home You know that feeling is so wrong But your mind’s made up now I’ve been crushing for so long
9.
Hastily assembled from the things she left behind This world was never meant to last Running blind with your hands tied behind your back Now you’re stumbling through the past Who put your heart on lockdown? Who started it all? I heard it was Savannah Something Searching for the hardest truth there is to find You have to learn to live with loss It starts and stops with a single step If you can make your way across Who put your heart on lockdown? Who started it all? I heard it was Savannah Something Who set your mind on fire? Who tore down the wall? I heard it was Savannah Something
10.
Elizabeth says that she needs to travel She can’t stay in a place for three years Elizabeth knows that she’ll unravel When she downs a couple of beers Liz’s fears don’t phase her In the nighttime when she’s bold Liz’s tears don’t hurt her Or so I’ve been told Liz wakes and holds her book It’s her answer to a world that’s weak Over her heart to protect from crooks She can’t fail like the meek Liz’s love doesn’t move her And she wishes on a stone Liz’s strength it lifts her And she’s lighter when alone She sneaks a glimpse into the life of a belle Can’t take the rationality of humanity abuzz with love And Liz sneaks a glimpse into the life of a belle Can’t take the rationality of her humanity abuzz with love And she releases her false realities. To the beauty of one sweat night To the beauty of inextinguished light To the beauty of Lilith speech To the beauty that truth can’t reach.

about

This is an album about time: how it passes, how it’s lost, and how it’s reclaimed. Five of us first gathered to make music more than two decades ago in Southwest Michigan under the name The Empty Handed Painters. As life gradually flung us to different places and along different paths, we ceased making music together. We became “professional people” bearing the costs and benefits of degrees, careers, marriages, a divorce, kids, mortgages, and retirement plans. When our founder, drummer, and resident wild card Glenn passed away five years ago, we knew our musical relationships would never be the same. Turns out that “death” is one of those costs of time too. Who knew?

The process of creating this album has been guided by spirits of tragedy and discovery, frustration and reconnection, and love. Although we all live in different cities, thousands of miles apart, we managed to find new ways to collaborate. In the words of one of our old tunes, now “it’s all done with computers.”

Special Thanks and Recognition:

Josh would like to acknowledge Theodor W. Adorno for destabilizing his thoughts about popular music in productive and also calamitous ways. It took me almost two decades to write new songs again. Thanks, Teddy.

Darius thanks Lana, Mom and Dad, Drew Goebel, and ghosts of friends and lovers everywhere.

Eric would like to express his appreciation to his fellow Professional People for their renewal of his interest in creating music through this project, and most importantly, their friendship over the past several decades.

Brandon thanks his family, Amy, Josh Fuson, and the good vibrations of Snake Pit Studio West.

This album is dedicated to the memory and enduring influence of our friend, founder, and moped man extraordinaire Glenn Babbitt.

credits

released December 26, 2022

Professional Person:

Darius Goebel: guitar, vocals
Eric Johnson: keyboards, vocals
Brandon Mills: bass, vocals
Josh Moon: guitar, vocals

Additional instruments:

Darius Goebel - Bass on 2, 3, 5, 6, 8, 9, 10. Drum programming on 1, 2, 6, 8, 9.
Brandon Mills - Drums on 2, 3, 4, 5, 10. Guitar on 2, 5, 9, 10. Keyboards on 2, 7. Harmonica on 9.
Josh Moon - Drum programming on 7. Fuzz bass (in the style of Aaron Huffman, RIP) on 9. Keyboards on 10.
Beckett W. Moon - Cello on 10.
Glenn Babbitt - Drums on 11.

All songs arranged, performed, recorded, and produced by Professional Person at their home studios in Michigan, Missouri, and Colorado. Mixed and mastered by Professional Person.

Album design by Josh Moon and Darius Goebel.

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Five of us first gathered to make music more than two decades ago in Southwest Michigan under the name The Empty Handed Painters. Eventually, that came to an end. With the loss of our friend/drummer/founder Glenn and geographic dispersion, we now make music together online as "Professional Person." ... more

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